So, I was missing for a while because I spent time in a psychiatric hospital! But an employee there touched me and i went nuts after it, since I freak out when something that triggers me happens and.. Did it happen? Sometimes I think that my life is all in my head and that I'm actually already dead.

And I don't help my troubled mind, I saw videos of extreme bdsm and found arousing.. And I'm smoking 3 cigs the same day!

i feel like a whore for wanting to use shorter clothes.. but when i see them.. i feel slightly confortable?..

You are enough.

You're loved by people.

What happened is not your fault.

You can seek help if you need it.

It's not normal if the person just puts you down.

You deserve love, affection and especially respect

No one should judge you because of a situation you go through or something.

Even if you feel useless in this world, don't kill yourself.

I hope you still have own hope on yourself. Because i do.

I just got tired of everyone boiling it down to a pattern, even within the subcultures there are patterns among them! I'm nothing, I'm just a strange person and I won't care what people think of me anymore, embrace your strangeness!

UGHHHH Why don't people leave me alone?! I honestly feel like "Stop nagging me" (neru reference?!) ANYWAYS....Apparently according to how people react to me it's like I'm a wild animal with rabies or sum. I simply have a lot of anger accumulated inside me because of the traumas and people often blame me for it!? I honestly just wanted to find someone who thinks the same as me but that will be practically impossible since I'm a very questionable person in everything

LIKE, I HAVE MY ACCOUNT AND ITS MESSY I'M LAZY TO FIX IT BUT I'D LOVE FRIENDS THERE(hope no creeps appears tho) MY USERNAME IS : AAYSCNE

I couldn't scream for help when those disgusting hands touched me, I didn't have the balls to tell anyone until 2022. I don't remember when it exactly start, but I was very small and it was traumatic, someone in my own family doing this to me was so.. Disturbing.

I used to sit on his lap while we played videogames, silly me.

i loved him, and what he did i thought it was his love too.

SON OF A BITCH, I HATE YOU SO MUCH. I WISH YOU'LL ROT ON PRISON SOON.

If you're hairy, its gross and you should depilate, if you're not.. You are not "mature" yet.

if you're flat, you should put silicone on yer boobies, if you're Busty you should cover them up or else you're a whore! If you're skinny, you should eat more, if you're chubby/fat, you should start a diet. Why can't people let anyone be different? We are not cookies that have to be made perfectly in the mold!!!! fuckers. (this is just a rant, don’t worry)