So, I was missing for a while because I spent time in a psychiatric hospital! But an employee there touched me and i went nuts after it, since I freak out when something that triggers me happens and.. Did it happen? Sometimes I think that my life is all in my head and that I'm actually already dead.

And I don't help my troubled mind, I saw videos of extreme bdsm and found arousing.. And I'm smoking 3 cigs the same day!

i feel like a whore for wanting to use shorter clothes.. but when i see them.. i feel slightly confortable?..